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Maa...

[This 1 is dedicated to my mom...]

Maa...
The most wonderful word in this world...
not every1 get the chance to say this word,
not all the children owns her in their life.

Maa...
the only soul you can find with so much of loves (besides HIM)
the only person who understand our every single movement,
the one and only person who always wishes for your happiness rather than hers!!!

Maa...
u always been my best friend until i didnt had to find some1 out there,
u always been my enemy whenever you try to stop doing something that i want but not good for me,
u always been my gossip partner until my friends told i cant gossip coz i always do it with u,
u always been there to hold me whenever i was sad or down'
u always been there to support me whenever i do something new,
u always been there to guide me if im confuse,
u always been there for me in all aspects...
Yet i feel like the time i spent with you not enough,
i need more time...more and more time...
WHY!!!

Maa...
you've dedicated your whole life for others,
For your siblings, for paa, for us, for devotees, for relatives, for the community,
you've always been there for others needs, and did nothing for yourself!

Maa...
u-the most wonderful, loving mom ever,
and the best among the best...
nobody can be like you, nobody can replace you..
how hard i try also, cant be like you in the future,
you're AMAZING!!!

Maa...
I know GOD loves you more but so do us...
i know ull be watching over me as usual no matter what..
i know i have to fulfill all your wishes...
have to make sure all ur wishes come true no matter what...
i promise maa ill do it!!!

some said i need to strong; some wants me to smile back like last time...
i know i need to be strong ; physically i will try for now but dont aspect me to strong emotionally this early...
and if the matter of my 'smile', will i be able to bring back that smiley face again that every1 wish to see??!!!

4 comments:

Max said...

Condolences to U sis..

Be strong and live happily..

She will be happy for U then ;-)

duha said...

salam takziah sis..

i know it's not easy to face this situation..
but at one point, everyone is going to face the same situation..it's just a matter of time..

In the quran, (2:286) it's stated that God will never give His Servants a problems/task beyond one's capability to endure it..

God knows you can face it..and He knows you're strong :)

hope you'll get better mentally n physically soon..all of ur frens are praying for you insyaAllah~

anasolehah_7 said...

Siva,

I won't say "I understand how u're feeling" but rather I'd say " I know how do you feel"

Siva, sebagai sahabat, saya tidak akan memaksa awak bila awak akan tersenyum dan bila awak akan mula kembali riang kerana itu adalah suatu pengorbanan terbesar dalam diri

Tapi kalau awak memerlukan rakan untuk bercerita dan berkongsi suka dan duka, insyaAllah siva, i'll be there for you dear.

asamgaramhidup said...

Hey babe,

Being apart from your mom at times like this is really difficult. I tried to understand how u feels but I know it is much harder for you to bare it.

I really hope you can be strong and take every breath to be a better person and dedicate each of them to fulfil your mom's dreams of you.

Being apart like this doesn't mean she's not there for you anymore. She always there. But this time, it is a different type of communication that takes place. Only the heart who speaks and only the heart who listens. It's a communication without any physical sound.

Take care.

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